A personal message on this cassette for Vonn
Hi Vonn, I don't know where to start but I guess mag start ak on what happened that day, I'm sorry... I know you heard me saying sorry, but you didn't turn back out of anger, well honestly if I was in your shoes I'll do the same thing, I'm sorry I broke that one precious promise, I spread, I yapped about you, just for me to felt valued, just to get my feelings understood, why? Why did I do all of this?? cuz I don't have someone to talk to...oo sangkay ko sira kyle and other boys at the back, oo I have a loving and caring parents at home, oo I have close friends outside the school, but non of them understand me...mag open up ak bisan usa sa ira, no one wants to listen, either busy or waray sira time, and I can't carry it alone, Vonn, you admit it, you tried to understand me, but Vonn, I, myself can't understand my own feelings too, di ko pa masyado kilala akon sarili and I know that, and I know also to myself that I'm not capable of lifting the weight that you gave me...you didn't know what I gone through, Vonn, you didn't know what happened why am I like this?, and I don't want you to know it, cause I know you're a good woman, and you'll lose yourself trying to understand me again, that why I started to look comfort from the others, so that my feelings got valued, cuz I can't pretend to be the hyper and always happy guy anymore, but what I did is wrong, and I truly regret it, I genuinely sorry for everything, if you ever find this message, I'm sorry Vonn, I'll change cuz of u